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[25 Mar 2006|10:13am] |

So....I made the Musical Theatre BFA program at UCF....I am quite excited to start there in the fall and get away from the music department!!....yay
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[19 Sep 2005|05:48pm] |
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Sometimes i think ill be ok...other times i start thinking about it or talking to people about it and i start crying.... someone help me!
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[16 Sep 2005|11:47pm] |
It seems that the things we dont want to happen, often do. Last year at this time, if you would have told me this would happen, I wouldn't believe it, and wouldnt bare to hear it. The hardest part about it, is not fully understanding what happened, what went wrong, and how come you are all i can think about now.
I know we both have things in our lives to straighten out, things we may have put on hold for the time being, but I do believe this is not the end, not the end of anything, in fact just an intermission as we performers like to think. I've never loved someone as much as i love you, even though at times it may not seem like it.
I know we have both gotten on eachothers nerves, fought, or yelled, but what i remember is the first time we kissed, the first time we held hands in the movie theatre, the first time we made love, the first time we said the words, and the first time we held eachother.
Life seems to interfere with the things that our most precious, most dear to us, and we can't seem to stop it. we've both tried so hard to understand it, but will never be able to comprehend it.
I don't want this....I know you dont either... is this the only thing we have left? Ive never cried so hard than right now.... i can't let go....and I will always have a piece of you in my heart.
I pray to god we will be together again, and that we can get over this confusion.
SKy DOve POo
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[27 Jul 2005|09:43pm] |
1. find your 23rd post ever in LJ 2. find the 5th sentence (or close ) 3. Paste that in your LJ
but i know that even if i thought it was any good, he still wouldnt have liked it much, just because he really doesnt care for musical theatre anyways
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[26 Jun 2005|09:07pm] |
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life sucks and then you die!
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[08 Jun 2005|07:56am] |
| Your IQ Is 115 |  Your Logical Intelligence is Above Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius Your General Knowledge is Above Average |
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[21 Apr 2005|02:16pm] |
PLease make donations to Kyle Waggoner...whom has no money and lost his job, and whose account will be negative very soon, and who is supposed to have money saved for New York, but has none, and has finals all this upcoming week and opera performances which make him unable to even look for a job.
Thanks
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[19 Apr 2005|04:59pm] |
Bourbon Congratulations! You're 116 proof, with specific scores in beer (40) , wine (100), and liquor (60). |
| Screw all that namby-pamby chick stuff, you're going straight for the bottle and a shot glass! It'll take more than a few shots of Wild Turkey or 99 Bananas before you start seeing pink elephants. You know how to handle your alcohol, and yourself at parties. |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 30% on proof |
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You scored higher than 81% on beer index |
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You scored higher than 95% on wine index |
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You scored higher than 83% on liquor index |
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[03 Mar 2005|06:43pm] |
To anyone in orlando and bored saturday, I will be performing in a vocal studio joint concert, which starts at 8 pm.It is in the Rehearsal Hall at UCF. I will be singing the Merry Widow Waltz with Samantha Barnes, and our whole studio will be singing "Make our Garden Grow" from Candide. I recommend it to everyone :)
On a different note, i need money, now, badly, whatever. I need a job and its so hard to look for one....i wish i could get a job without having to get all dressed up, without having to fill out numerous applications, and without having to lie and say that I am so interested in working for stupid retail/whatever places I go to. No one ever really tells the boss "Well I just want to work here so i can get paid because im really in need of money." NO, we all say "Oh, it would be a honor to work here because you have a reputable establishment, i love your products, and i feel that I could do ____ for the team!"...FUck that shit!
so if you have a job for me to do, let me know!
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| Keyboard for Sale! |
[24 Feb 2005|07:49pm] |
Hey you music lovers.... I am selling my Keyboard. It is a Casio CTK573 it is a 61-note touch sensitive player. 100 rhythms, 137 tones, 50 songs, 20 etudes, and 30 concert pieces. It also shows what clef you are in on the keyboard, and notates what you play.
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[02 Sep 2004|02:37pm] |
Frances is now supposed to hit us....I promise that i dont just post when a hurricane comes...it just seems that way because i havent posted since charley came!
I laugh at their projective paths!....not that i am not worried...because if this thing does hit us, we will have a lot of damage...much more than the other one.
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[16 Aug 2004|08:12pm] |
Charley came..... it was supposed to hit venice, where my family lives....but instead it came to orlando and hit me!!! bastard!
There was a good amount of damage here in orlando...a lot of peoples power went out, there has been a shortage of ice, gas, food, etc.....and driving has been ridiculous. Trees are down everywhere and windows all around the city have been broken.
Luckily, my apartment didnt get hurt too badly....or bad at all!...we were one of the only people to never lose power/cable/anything..... the only thing that even happened was the loss of a couple of trees and pieces of alumnimum siding from the apt buildings.... it was wild!~ the winds were at 100MPH..... fun stuff
so school starts next week....and so does phi mu alpha.... now that im an officer i know i have a lot of work ahead of me and im just worried about my schedule and time to do everything....i have 17 credit hours....which might not last too much longer, knowing that i have to work and that the 25th anniversary is this year. I NEED money....ugh
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[13 Aug 2004|01:18pm] |
hurricane coming...... im not worried at all seeing that im in fucking CENTRAL FLORIDA.....i dont think anyone here needs to worry.....at worse, it will be just a bad storm .....no need to panic and buy all the extra fucking supplies... stores just eat this up so they can make the most profit on our freightfulness!
*however, if charley does stay on the path that the news has outlined(news people are barely right) the path of the hurricane is going straight towards venice AKA my hometown where my family lives.....well, we'll see....i called my mom but she wasnt there and she didnt call me back...which means she probably went to stay at my bros house!
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[06 Aug 2004|03:08am] |
some advice!~ (SAI GIRLS)
If someone sends an email and asks for you to forward it to someone...it would be nice for you to do so and not ASSUME that the person would get the information!!!!........it wouldnt matter if 10 of you forwarded it, and even that would at least show that 10 of you cared.....but no one sent me the damn information.....no one even asked me if i got it....... I would love to just not go to the party and say it was because i didnt get the info on where and when!!!
* If you dont know my email.....it is on UCF website, ecommunity, livejournal, phi mu alpha website(local and national), yahoo, hotmail, and other places as well.....or you could ask someone who knows it.
I feel like an ass posting this....but it hurts my feelings when NO ONE sends me the info that was asked to be passed along...especially sinc you all are supposedly friends with me!
....that is all
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[11 Apr 2004|12:21am] |
saw eternal sunshine with jim carey tonight....let me just say....the first 10 minutes of the movie made me feel iffy on whether or not it was gonna be a good movie....but all in all...i loved it...i really loved it.... i think its one of those weird movies you either love or hate!
only 2 weeks left for this semester....so than i get to go back to sarasota/bradenton area where i live(west coast) and stay there for awhile until i move back up here in june!
Easter is tomorrow....im not excited about going to a service...let alone a catholic type service!!! :( but we all have to sacrifice i guess sometimes.
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[03 Dec 2003|12:27am] |
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If the whole world is insane except im normal, would that make me insane, and the rest of the world normal?
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[11 Nov 2003|11:57am] |
rachel cancelled again...im not surprised...im upset...not surprised.... she's really ruining my trust in her!!!
..... next time she says shes gonna come over...im just going to say no
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[10 Nov 2003|02:50pm] |
well...just about time for another one of my glorious lessons :)
i still have 2 songs that arent memorized....nothing like last minute preparations :).... im really hoping that for my juries i wont have to do Vittoria mio core!!!
Last night rachel called me and we talked for over an hour.... she apparently misses me as much as i miss her....life without her is definetly NOT the same.... perhaps she is the part of me that has felt empty now lately?
she is supposed to come and visit me tomorrow!! yay :)...nothing better than old times... she understands me more than anyone else..and i the same for her.
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| Morbid poem written by me |
[29 Aug 2003|11:29am] |
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The catacombed minds of all who dwell; Hating everyone because of what they tell. You squander about living a lie; Shall you go on longer? Of course you will try. No one knows, they can't see; The hatred inside of you that wants to be free. Your soul is empty, it's just bareWhy do you live? You're not rare. The exorbitant price of life should be ceased; But the only way you can see that happening is if you were deceased. The Life inside of you has drained till dry; You see there's a problem with questioning why. Can you see your not there and you've waisted your life; so go in the kitchen and get a knife. What good are you, others are better; Just do it now, and I'll leave this letter!
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